schoooool

i have the best titles, don't i ;) haha...

i don't like the fact that school is over. it makes me sad. um. very sad :(
because people are leaving.
and people are going to college.
and i'm gonna have my nice lonely cry-fests every night.
:(
and i don't want people to change.
because this year was awesome.
and from here on out life gets hard.
i'm lazy, i don't like hard...
sad day :(

but can you say, fernando-torres-look-a-like-going-to-my-school-next-year-tha-thump-tha-thump.
ugh i say i don't like people who are shallow.
and yet, how can i write that and be so hypocritical?

i'm excited for soccer.
i'm excited for basketball.
i might be excited for softball. ?
i'm excited to be activities leader.
i'm excited to do stuff over the summer with my friends and family.
i'm excited to see my friends again next year.
i might be excited for challenges that will make me stronger.

i'm not excited for all honors classes.
i'm not excited for the extreme dedication 3 season sports takes.
i'm not excited for hectic schedules with 3 sports, activities, and all my classes.

but i have hope because i'm not the first one to go through this.

i have hope because i have incredible friends and family that i know are there to support me.
i have hope because there are awesome teachers and coaches who'll guide me through h.s.
i have hope because my Savior is the One who supplies for all my needs.
i have hope because my Savior is the One carrying me through the crashing waves.
i have hope.